Today is Chase's birthday. He would have been one today. We left the hospital where we spent the night and brought balloons to Chase's grave signed with messages from all of us who love him and miss him so much. We intended to send them up, but with the rain our plans changed. So i tied the balloons down and put his new stuffed animal, flowers and picture of his new little brother by his stone.
We are sleeping at the hospital again tonight to be close to Aiden. It may not help heal anything but atleast we are close by to look over him. His blood pressure has been out of wack and his lungs are just having trouble.
All this and it's Chase's Birthday. i feel like i am losing my mind a little at a time..
I'm not sure what is going to happen, but I pray everyday he will be ok. It's funny that you don't ever think you can love someone so much until you have a child. It's a love that you can not put into words.
A cute milestone.. Aiden discovered his binki recently and LOVES IT. Just loves it...
1 comment:
Super color scheme, I like it! Good job. Go on.
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